Carried by Faith

Yesterday, as a family we decided to go into the Blue Ridge Mountains to see the beautiful fall foliage and to hike up to the Humpback Rocks where amazing overlook views are to be beholden. As we began the 1 mile hike straight up to the summit at 3,080 feet I was confident that I would make it. Not even half way into the hike, I knew I may not make it as my joints began to give more pain than I could stand and my lower back injury also began to make itself known. I was disappointed in my physical body and not wanting to give up I continued to press on. Soon, though, as my knees and hips felt as if they were going to dislocate, I knew I should not go further. Although I know that I have Rheumatoid Arthritis and have some physical limitations, I felt defeated and betrayed by my own body.

 I have learned over the years, however, to not beat myself up for the things I may not be able to physically accomplish and to just listen to my body continuing to strengthen it and to try again. In reflecting on this experience this morning, it came to me that this is how we are to be in our spiritual lives too. At times we may feel extremely confident in our faith walks with God knowing that we have a sure footing on our path. But there are times too when we may feel shaken by any number of things that may render us to the point of knowing we can not go on through our own efforts alone. These times specially allow us to feel God's mercy as we are strengthened through his love when we turn to him for continued guidance on our faith walks. We thus are affirmed in our knowledge that God is always present in both high and low moments and everywhere in between. Our journeys are not meant to be walked alone. May you all have an ever evolving knowledge of God's presence with you in all moments of your faith journey.